We are all Mexicans

WE ARE ALL MEXICANS

It always hard to be a minority, but to be a minority within a minority is even harder. It’s like one of those Russian dolls, mamuskas, one within the other, almost to the point of exasperation. In the end, you end up with a tiny little figure. That’s how I’ve  felt lately, like I’m the

I want to be a fool

     I want to be innocent. I wish I was like that tarot card from the Osho Zen Tarot, the fool. The fool goes around trusting, so innocent, so pure. I wish I was a fool, oops, did I just say that? Nobody in her right mind wants to be a fool, but again that's what's so hard to grasp about zen philosophy, the simplicity, the abandonment of the ego. I fight my ego everyday, otherwise I feel offended by people who assume I don't speak English or that I'm mexican, like that's a big insult, well, kind of it is these days, isn't it?

      I want to be a fool, I want to overcome my ego, drop it, stop feeling like the world owes me an explanation, stop blaming others for my bad choices in life. I want to be innocent again, so I can face the world with simplicity, something we all lack these days.

we relate like it or not

Well, here we go, my first experiment writin in English, we'll see how I do. Relationships, what a subject, we all have different opinions about them. Let's disect the issue. We all relate to somebody somehow somewhere. We are social animals. Some of us are more animal than social and viceversa. I'd say I'm both, sometimes I've behaved like a hurt animal, went to a corner and licked my injuries. Some other times I've been so social I even forget I was hurt once. We all forget, isn't that what makes us make the same mistakes over and over 'till finally we see the pattern and are able to step out of it. I know I saw my mistakes and I remember them, so I can relate to other in a healthy , happy, almost innocent way. Actually not, I'm bullshitting, once you've been hurt you are never innocent again; however, you can always learn from your experiences and take the good out of the bad and keep on living and trusting, otherwise you never relate to anybody again, don't you?

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